Do dilo ki dastan – Twinkle

Hii frnds I m twinkle … Toh story pe aati hu … 10th k board k baad maine apne hi skul mein admission liya tha pure science mein …. Jis din maine admission liya usi din ek aur new ldka v admission le rha tha … Uski mmy ki pen nhi chl rhi thi toh usme mere papa se pen mangi …. Aur baad mein mujhe pen lauta diya … This was our first meeting.Uss ladke ka naam tha Avinash.Kuch dino baad classes start hui … Shuru mein Woh kafi silent rehta tha …maine uske kbhi dhyan nhi diya …mujhe pta chla ki Woh apne skul ka third topper tha…uske aur v frnds ne hamare hi skul mein admission liya tha …. Ek baar Meri frnd ne use galti se piche mudd k dekh liya …toh phir Avinash ko lga Woh use ghoor rhi h.    Waisa Woh tha bda hi handsome but utna jyada v nhi ki ghoorne ka naubat aa jaye. . ..Avinash ne apni ek purane skul ki frnd se kaha ki Meri frnd(Anjali) ko bol de ki use na ghoore ….. Mujhe bht gussa aaya aur maine avinash ko khub sunaya …. I was feeling so much angry upon him.Mtlb apne aap ko smjhta kya h …. Woh Kuch nhi bola mujhse becoz I used to take panga with anyone and hm kisi se darte nhi the … Aur ek din leisure period tha toh hm frnds mil k truth and dare khel rhe the …. Hmlog sb boys ko pareshan kr rhe the apne dare se  …Mera turn aaya mujhe v dare mila ki mujhe avinash ko pehle bht hadkana phir bolna h I was just joking…. Mai uske paas gyi aur gusse se dhadkane lgi …. Lekin Woh mujhse ladne lg gya aur I was shocked because we were only having fun and he was showing his manliness……but I kept calm and completed my dare ….. But after that I was very angry and hmko usko gussa se ghoorne lg gye …i started hating him and all my frnds too… … Hm agle din se usse baat v nhi krte the aur hmesha usko ignore krne lge….as it was our Skul ‘s Silver Jubliee year hmlog ka Annual function bht grand hone wala tha. …  Hm sb ne dance mein liya tha … Assamese Dance tha …avinash v tha … Woh mere just bagal mein hi dance kr rha tha ….. Jaise jaise hi annual day kareeb aata gya hmlog ka practice v badhte gya …hmlogo ko sar par pehenne k liye ek headgear bnana tha toh almost sb girls ne bna liya tha ..mai sunil ki help kr rhi thi headgear bnane mein …jaise hi bnana complete hua avinash wahan aa gya aur headgear dekhne lga maine uske hath se headgear cheen liya …ignore kiya usko…. Phir rehersals huye maine aur Meri aur ek frnd ne costume pehna tha …. Rehersals k baad maine jo lipstick lgayi thi woh chhut nhi rhi thi toh avinash ne mujhse pucha chhut nhi rhi h kya lipstick??…maine use ignore kiya aur wahan se chl gyi…..Woh dheere dheere change hone lg gya tha sbse ache se baat krta tha ….Annual day pahuch gya …hmne bht ache se dance kiya…. Jb dance ka saman wapas rkhna tha toh Woh saman mai aur sunil pakde huye the …aage jane k baad jb maine piche dekha toh mere sath saman Avinash pakad hua tha ….usne Meri taraf smule kiya but maine humesha ki tarah ignore kiya…..mere frnds ne hamare dance k bht saare photos liye the …jb maine unhe dekha toh I was shocked …in some photos avinash mujhe hi dekh kr smule kr rha tha … I wasn’t sure so I took this as a coincidence aur aise hi nonsense …Kuch din baad parents teacher meeting thi … Uske sath uski mmy thi  ….uski mmy bht young dikhti thi ….mere sath uski purane skul ki frnd thi …main usko kaha avinash ki mmy itni young dikhti h …phir usne jo mujhe btaya I was literally shocked ….usne mujhe btaya ki Woh uski didi h and Woh apni didi aur jiju k sath yahan rehta h …Kuch saalon pehle uski mmy ki death ho gyi thi ….. I was devastated and broken ki ….. Uska rude behavior shayad isiliye tha q ki uski mmy nhi thi aur mai v uske sath itna rude behave krti thi ……pata khane par pta chla ki uske papa gaon mein rehte h and uske chacha hi uska sara wishes puri krte h ….. I felt sympathy for him ….. After 11th final exam …hamara home science ka programme hua jisme sbko groups mein khana bnana tha …. Uske ek din pehle jb hm shopping krne gye the toh maine use dekha but ignore kr diya ….home science wale din mein…. Mujhe mixer grinder ko use karne mein bht problem ho rhi thi … Usne aa kr Meri help ki … Kb v mujhe problem hui usne Meri help hi …jb main khana prepare kr rhi thi toh Woh mere paas aa kar baith gya aur mujhse baat krne lga ki maine kya bnaya h.   … Maine thik se jawab nhi diya toh usne mujhse calmly pucha ki tm mujhse itna rude q ho …. Mujhe smjh nhi aaya ki main kya bolu maine keh diya ki aise hi ….. He was broke … I could see…. Next day se Woh mujhse distance maintain krne lga aur assembly line mein pehle hmesha mere bagal mein lgta tha ab Woh door aage khada hone lg gya …… I was feeling bad for him …. But I didn’t want to give him any Expectations as Expectations hurts……. Uss din k bht din baad …. Assembly mein hamari principal jo ki bht strict thi hme kaha ki hmlog ko sbko subha good morning wish krna chahiye chahe Woh jo v ho….. Agle din subha …maine masti masti mein sbko good morning wish kiya …lekin jb Woh aaya tb main chup ho gyi aur Meri frnds hasne lagi ….as sbko pata tha … I used to hate him after that dare incident…. Usne Meri frnds ko haste huye dekh liya …Aur pucha ki tmlog q hass rhi thi …Meri frnd ne kaha ki subha se twinkle sbko good morning wish kr rhi thi lekin jb tm aye toh chup ho gyi isiliye hmlog hass rhe the …. Avinash ne smile kiya aur mujhe bht ache se good morning wish kiya ….. I was feeling Happy from inside but didn’t expressed it… I still used to ignore him…. Kuch din pehle mera Birthday tha …mai jb usko chocolate dene hi toh usne mujhe wish v nhi kiya and chocolate v nhi liya …. I was feeling very bad…. Now he does not talks to me…… I know I did it purposely …….but I did not wanted to give him any Expectations…. Because I don’t love him . There’s a dark past about me which stops me from loving again …. Behind every rude girl there is a boy who left her without any reason…I will tell u all the story in the next post … Plz all of u say what do all think about this post ??